Monday, May 18, 2009

a calling or a bluff?

as some of you may know (twitter), I received a mail from the Lesbian and Gay Equality Project in SA. they've undergone some major revamping - and my old position has been modified and opened up for applications...

could this be a second chance to do things right? or a second chance to kick myself in the teeth...

I believe very strongly that the Lord works in mysterious ways. in fact - that's how I came to Taiwan! is He calling me back to finish the job I ran away from 6 years ago?

or am I making too much of this?

LGBTI rights and equality are very dear to me - and I do want to help heal the world... but part of me is holding back.

been there, done that, got burnt to a crisp. reason dictates that I stay as far away as possible.

then again - I've grown and healed so much since then. is this not an extention of my purpose? to teach, nurture and protect?

I spoke to Peter about this last night. there is a lot to consider - and pray over.

any thoughts?

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3 comments:

Simply-Mel said...

Man, I wish I could offer my 5c worth but I dont know enough of the backstory.

My take on decisions is this: Make one. Pray it through and wait for peace (sounds trite but peace is instantly recognisable). If peace doenst come. Change your mind. I swear it has worked for me in EVERY major decision I have ever made.

absolutwillie said...

Thanks for the comment Mel! And for the great advice!! Praying about it came naturally - but making the decision and waiting for peace has not crossed my mind *lol*

If I'm waiting for an answer - this is a good one :0)

Vincent said...

I've come across many times in my life that I need to make an important decision. Now I figure out how to do it: make the one that you will never regret. Hope it will work out to you, too! :-)

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